Rebel

I want to rebel against competition
I want to rebel against entertainment
I want to rebel against seeking to be filled
I want to rebel against misunderstanding

I just want to be.

to be happy.

I want to live my life, and be good at it.

I think if I were to be the only judge in my life, for my life. I wouldn't be very kind to me.

To have been given so much and the way I have squandered it.

I have sought too often to live the way I want and it has only ever led me to a life I never did

I am giving it all up.

No more will I seek the things I have built my life around. Things that are not lasting.


I give up competition. entertainment. seeking to be filled. misunderstanding.

I will live a simple life.

And I will no longer fight.

I will rebel.